So I haven't thought about Danny in a while. Well I've thought about him, but I don't miss him or want him back, thats for sure. I think someone new has helped in that department.
At Bass in the Grass about a month ago (a month after Danny and I broke up) I slept with someone else. He was my friend and we went to school together and we used to hang out a bit (as friends). Sleeping with him helped me a lot to get over Danny I found... Like Danny is no longer the one and only person I've been with in that way. The sex wasn't good that night, I think we were both pretty wasted.
It didn't stop there though. During the week he kept coming over and we kept hooking up. The sex was amazing. Like AMAZING! Best I've ever had to be honest!! And I thought that this would be just a friends with benefits thing.
He developed feelings for me first and he told a mutual friend, who told me. I didn't start to like him until a week after that. But even then I was confused with my feelings. I thought I might be trying to replace Danny somehow. I still feel like that sometimes I guess. I don't want him to be a rebound, and I really feel like that he's not.
So we've been seeing each other for about a month now, he wants a relationship, but I said no for now. But I can definitely see us together in the future :)
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